Tinlee,
Today you would be 9 weeks and 1 day old. Mommy and daddy miss you so so much. What we would give to get to hold you, kiss you, change your diapers, and feed you. I imagine you in Heaven right now laughing and playing with the angels. I so wish I could get a glimpse of you right now. I know you are safe and happy, but my mom side would just like to see that for myself. We have started leaving your bedroom door open at home so that it's not so depressing walking down the hallway. We go in there more now since the door is open. Almost every morning I go sit in the chair and have a little moment just thinking about you. You would love your room. Your pop and your daddy spent a lot of time painting it for you and your nana and I spent a lot of time decorating it. We put so much love into making your room the perfect place for you. It's the brightest and prettiest room in the house. You can't help but smile when you look in there.
Your daddy and I are doing better. When I get sad I think to myself that you would want us to be happy. When I see little babies, especially little girls, that were born around the time you were I can't help but get teary eyed. I see them and think that is the size you are suppose to be. I hope that those parents realize what a blessing they have in their arms. Im so happy for those families, but it makes me miss you so much more. You would of been one styling little girl. You had blingy pacifiers, blingy shoes, and blingy clothes....not to mention all the pink frilly clothes and HUGE hair bows ;). I still don't go through your things....I don't even open your drawers or your closet right now....it's just too hard for me. I'm sure it will be quite some time before I can do any of that.
It helps me so much to write letters to you. It helps me get all my feelings and thoughts out! We miss you bunches and think about you all the time.
I love you,
Mommy
Your daddy and I are doing better. When I get sad I think to myself that you would want us to be happy. When I see little babies, especially little girls, that were born around the time you were I can't help but get teary eyed. I see them and think that is the size you are suppose to be. I hope that those parents realize what a blessing they have in their arms. Im so happy for those families, but it makes me miss you so much more. You would of been one styling little girl. You had blingy pacifiers, blingy shoes, and blingy clothes....not to mention all the pink frilly clothes and HUGE hair bows ;). I still don't go through your things....I don't even open your drawers or your closet right now....it's just too hard for me. I'm sure it will be quite some time before I can do any of that.
It helps me so much to write letters to you. It helps me get all my feelings and thoughts out! We miss you bunches and think about you all the time.
I love you,
Mommy
"In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we
ought to pray for, but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groans that
words cannot express". Romans 8:26
