Well.....I'll start with the pregnancy update... We are doing much much better. Dr. Sellers warned me that this pregnancy would be stressful but I wasn't expecting to have this much anxiety. Ughhh.....sometimes it's just so exhausting!! Last Monday we had our high risk appointment along with our detailed Ultrasound and I have to say that since that appointment I have had a load lifted off of me. Everything went perfect with the appointment and the baby is very strong and healthy.
Sooo.....having a BOY! Hmmm....I'm not gonna lie that when I first found out I had a very very hard time!! In my mind I am all ready for a little girl because I have everything I need. That's all I have thought about for 2 years, was having a little girl. Honestly, I think I knew deep down it was a boy, but I was still surprised. Mainly I was upset because I know that having a boy is going to make me face some things I've been dreading, like cleaning Tinlees room out and packing her things up. That's something that just makes my stomach hurt. We've known for about among that it was a boy and I'm in a much much better place. I'm excited and making plans for this little guy and can't wait to meet him and get to know him. I know now looking back that God has His hand on us and continues to prove that only He knows what's best for us!!
We are in the process of picking out furniture and putting Tinlees items in the attic and getting out things we can reuse for a boy (which isn't much..haha). I hope to start painting within the next week and am very anxious about seeing the final outcome of the nursery. We haven't 100% decided on a name yet.... We are pretty close to deciding and as soon as we know I will announce it to everyone.
I think that pretty much sums everything up. Please continue to pray for us. We still have along way to go and still need all the prayers and support we can get!!
